To Blog or not to Blog

That was my big question. Its healthy once you start tying to truly figure yourself out to write shit down. But who the heck writes anymore??!!! - I mean actually physically writing with pen to paper - isn't it faster to type? So maybe blogging is the answer - its the diary we put out the whole freaking world.. AWESOME... isn't it fun to read other peoples goodies??

I do have an ulterior motive however. I thought, maybe.. just maybe if I put my story out there it might inspire someone.. even one person! That would be SO cool! So I'm going to yammer on about this and that but in amongst it all you will find the story of how I FINALLY realized my true physical self. Not how I did it last year, or how I did it before and it all fell to pieces, how I'm DOING it now. I'm going to put all the nasty details up on here and just let it all hang out! But by the end, I will prove beyond any shadow of a doubt that it can be done!! And its easier than everyone thinks... who said a little diligence, effort and work had to be hard??? Really... who said that??? its what we all think.... where the fuck did it come from? GAWD I hate that.

So it will be a story about losing some weight and gaining some fitness, and making a huge step forward in my adult life. I'll also want to talk a lot about things I have read and things I have learned so please forgive me if I accidentally plagiarize a line or two, or a phrase or two. I have learned so much through my very dear friend,  who loves to read and learn - (I'm not much of a reader at all) - so I will be regurgitating some of that information as well, but I will honestly have no idea where exactly it came from!!  ha ha!! SO, bare with me through the grammar and the cursing and I will try to be as much help as possible! Thank you for checking me out - any and all comments are more than welcome!